Hello carcass of a DevArt account.

No, I haven't done anything creative since I posted last, except maybe the interior designing of my apartment, but I don't want to bother you with that.

Currently I'm working on a huge quantitative genetics paper!

OH WAIT! I did do something creative. I make a quipu based on the phylogenetic tree. Currently though it's in a state which is more functional than it is aesthetic. Maybe I'll mess around with it later and put it in a composition which is pleasing to the eye.

Who says you can't mix art and science? Or evolutionary theory and archaeology? ;D

Today is a sunny day.

I gave my fish a new fish bowl. It's smaller, but easier to clean. I will give it some pebbles and a plant later on. I wonder how I'm going to clean the fish bowl with a plant in it. Maybe the fish poo will just fertilize the plant.

I used the refraction and condensing of sunlight from the fish bowl when I placed it outside to light a stick of incense.

I was amused.

I ate lunch today, and two cupcakes for breakfast. The cupcakes were topped with pink frosting, and had pastel colored rainbow sprinkles on them. The cake had spots of rainbow color in white cake.

My sister is at a baseball game.

My mom is at K-mart.

My dad is at school.

I am home alone, next to a sunny window writing this. Today is a sunny day.

I MUST GET ON TRACK EARLY TO GET GOOD GRADES. Even though I'm just sitting around updating my blogs, doing surveys on Myspace, checking things on Gaia, and playing with Mario Paint Composer. >_____>;;

I've been listening to Still Alive from Portal on repeat like 400 times now. D: I'm still not sick of it. @___@ I just bought the game and it's downloading onto my computer. This is like the first time I've bought a computer game. I don't own any kind of joystick or something, and playing with my keyboard sounds lame, but whatever.

I'm just so bored, and too lazy to do my school stuff. Ah. NEED TO ACCUMULATE DISCIPLINE.

I want art classes. The last art class I took was Art 1 in sophomore year of High School. I got frustrated, and decided I didn't like it. xD But I think I can get past that and learn more. I'd like to take a figure drawing class or maybe nature sketching, or something along the lines of that.

But... I kinda need to concentrate on my shatty science classes right now. ;___; Don't get me wrong. I hate all my classes equally, quite frankly, because they make me do work. Even if I were to have an art class, I'd probably hate it. xD But I wanna take the class so I can devote some of my time to drawing and learning to draw. Right now I have to devote my time to Chem and Calculus which I'm getting a D in, and that's horrible because if I get a D for the semester then I'm screwed and can't go to Davis. This semester really screwed me over. But I got used to it kinda.

Still. I don't want to be a doctor or study medicine, but it's kind of like I have to. There are a lot of things I don't want to do, but I have to anyway, I guess. Especially since I'm one of those people who never know what they want. I want to get out of California and travel the world and help people but I can't unless I'm a doctor. So I have to become a doctor even if I don't want to. Blah.

The foremost thing I want is to get out of my house. I'm sick of hearing myself say that. So I better get my shit together and get to Davis.

Quite frankly, I'm tired of being alone too. I want someone, but I'm also picky. I want the right person. I just piss myself off, really.

Well, I better get to doing a shit load of math homework.

I've owned a tablet. But I've never really used it.

Then I lost my tablet pen, and all of a sudden, I wanted to use it but I couldn't.

So I bought a new pen.

It was the wrong pen.

I had to return it and I finally got the right pen.

Now that I have the pen,

I don't really want to use my tablet. =[