I want art classes. The last art class I took was Art 1 in sophomore year of High School. I got frustrated, and decided I didn't like it. xD But I think I can get past that and learn more. I'd like to take a figure drawing class or maybe nature sketching, or something along the lines of that.

But... I kinda need to concentrate on my shatty science classes right now. ;___; Don't get me wrong. I hate all my classes equally, quite frankly, because they make me do work. Even if I were to have an art class, I'd probably hate it. xD But I wanna take the class so I can devote some of my time to drawing and learning to draw. Right now I have to devote my time to Chem and Calculus which I'm getting a D in, and that's horrible because if I get a D for the semester then I'm screwed and can't go to Davis. This semester really screwed me over. But I got used to it kinda.

Still. I don't want to be a doctor or study medicine, but it's kind of like I have to. There are a lot of things I don't want to do, but I have to anyway, I guess. Especially since I'm one of those people who never know what they want. I want to get out of California and travel the world and help people but I can't unless I'm a doctor. So I have to become a doctor even if I don't want to. Blah.

The foremost thing I want is to get out of my house. I'm sick of hearing myself say that. So I better get my shit together and get to Davis.

Quite frankly, I'm tired of being alone too. I want someone, but I'm also picky. I want the right person. I just piss myself off, really.

Well, I better get to doing a shit load of math homework.